Crazy Beautiful Life
The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself
Monday, July 16, 2007
Rollercoaster....
I never realized what a rollercoaster of emotions dating can be. I have been seeing this guy for almost a month now and while it is going really well, its so confusing and wonderful and frustrating all at the same time! haha. Anyway since I am sure you are all curious, we met at work, yes it is the same guy I discussed earlier, apparently that is just his natural self, he doesn't mean to be flirty thats just how he is, I called him on it and yeah he didn't even realize. He really is an amazing guy, and I love being around him. We have so much fun together and I love the beginnings of relationships, the playful banter, the firsts of everything, its just fun! But then there are the other dips and valleys of this roller coaster, like the uncertainty of everything, that I am not a big fan of. Sometimes it is so hard just to know what to expect or what to think, especially since I am a major worrier and overthink just about everything! lol. I don't know, when I'm not with him, I miss him, I just miss being around him and its exciting and fun and terrifying all at the same time. I don't know what is going to happen when I go back to school and head back to Watertown but I am hopeful and excited for whatever the future brings. Just thought that you guys would like an update on whats going on here in Aberdeen, really that is about as exciting as it gets around here, which for me is pretty exciting. haha Anyway hope all of your summers are going well and having fun, for some of you I will be seeing you in a couple weeks for camp! major excited for pethat although somewhat scared as well because I think I am going to be the camp nurse but it should be fun and I am sure everything will go off without a hitch. Not sure how many people actually check this thing anymore since I rarely ever blog but to those of you who do, hope your summers are going well and families are doing good, miss ya, love ya!
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