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Monday, February 26, 2007
Where to go from here
Okay so I know I don't graduate for another year but lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about where I want to go from here... For as long as I can ever remember I haven't really wanted to go anywhere, just wanted to stay in my own little corner of the world away from all of the crime and craziness that so much of this country seems to experience but we in South Dakota are, for the most part, able to abstain from. But lately I have had this itch, to get out and see things and explore this big world that I live in and experience something other than my tiny existence. Don't get me wrong I love South Dakota and I know that I could probably happily live here forever but what if I am not supposed to? I know that it is going to take a lot of praying about this to ask for God's direction in where I am supposed to go and what to be doing with my life but I am scared, terrified actually. The farthest I have ever been away from my family was two hours when I lived in Fargo, ND and I absolutely hated it! Of course that was partly due to the fact that Fargo is way colder than Watertown no matter what anyone tells you. But I dont know...it has just been something I have thought about. Maybe my prince charming doesn't reside around here, maybe he is somewhere, anywhere out THERE! So yeah...that is my current predicament, even though I don't have to worry about it for another year or so, it will take that long to figure everything out!
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Hang in there girl. When you least expect it you'll probably meet him. Don't even bother trying to look. Let God bring him to you.
Sometimes a change of address is good and might be just what you need. It doesn't mean you can't move back to SoDak some day.
I can see you being successful wherever you go. You are an amazing woman with so much to offer. I will pray for God's direction for your life too. I agree with Amy....as hard as it is to not look around every corner for Mr. Right, trust the Lord to put him in your path.
Well said girls! I agree. Don't focus so much on Mr. Right but on you right now. If you want to get out and see the world, do it! Its much easier now than when you are married and have kids! I sometimes wish Craig and I would have waited to get married (not that I don't love him, because I do) so that I could have had time to explore. Just pray and God will direct you!!!
A friend of mine lived here for a long time and was looking for Mr. Right but couldn't find him. She decided to up and move to St. Louis and I think she found him plus she is much happier than before! If a move is what you need and you feel that is where God wants you, don't hold back!!!
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